Insider odcinek 1
I Have An Advantage:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTUGezbRYKM
Papa Bear feels his life experiences give him an advantage over his younger tribe mates.
"My name is Mark. I'm 47. I'm from Forest Hills, Queens, New York City. I'm a retired New York City police detective, from the morgue, and I'm a registered nurse now."
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"The police department teaches you to think outside the box. Once you think outside the box, you can pretty much size people up quickly. You look at eye contact, and everything about them. You figure out who's gonna be on your side and who's gonna be your enemy, quick."
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"What I did in the morgue was I did identification and notification of deceased victims from homicides and disasters, the main one being 9/11. Also Flight 587 American Airlines. What I did personally was fingerprint them, remove DNA, assess them, and pretty much bring them home to their families."
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"Identification and notification is a very hard job. There were only 20 of us through the whole city of New York City, out of 36,000 cops, police officers, and detectives, only 20 were chosen to do that. When the disasters occurred, they had to go out and bring other cops and firemen and other medical staff to help us, because the influx of the deceased was so plentiful, we didn't know what to do. But the actual identification and notification, there was only 20 throughout the city, and I felt honored to be part of that team, because to give someone peace through a horror, I think that makes it all worthwhile, makes you want to go work, makes you want to do that job. That's why I'm glad I was able to do it."
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"It's always gonna help, because I'm a nurturer by trait. I'm always there to help people. You can tell by my career choices, and I always put others before me. That will help in the beginning of the game. I'm gonna have to teach myself, it's gonna be a learning experience for my own self, to stop helping people towards the end, and help myself. I wanna win, obviously, just like everybody else does. In the beginning of the game, I think it's gonna be a great thing. Where the game changes a little bit, I'm also gonna have to change myself. It might be a little hard for me. I want to see what happens to my own self, where I change as a person, where it becomes almost animalistic, you wanna survive. I don't know what it's gonna be. I've never been that way. From when I was young, to now, I always put others before me. I'm willing to change myself. I wanna see where this takes me."
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"I have an advantage, I feel, over the other contestants, because I can base life on something. I don't know if they - they're so young, I don't know what they can base it on. Maybe school, maybe past experiences. I base my experiences here on what I've done in life. I went to school to be a nurse at an older age, in my late 30's, my early 40's, I graduated. I already had a career. I already had the police department done, almost done. I already raised a child, I knew how life is. To be also gay is not an easy thing in the police department. It wasn't easy for me, wasn't easy for the people I was with at the time. I guess the guys and ladies now have it a little bit easier, but to survive all that, now coming here and to survive, not only as a group, but also myself. I wanna see how it is without food, learning to build a shelter. I think it's gonna be different, but I think I have the basic survival instincts."
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"Right now, I'm sizing up my competition, and I feel like..."
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"I have to control them, because they're gonna be all over the place. I will do that, I will do that. I'm just gonna do it a little more differently than most. People don't like aggressive people. They like more softer people. I am soft. But trust me, I will get them immediately, if not sooner, because I know how to play the heart and the mind."
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"I wanna play Survivor because I wanna see where it takes me. I wanna see where I'm gonna be. I wanna see where my life is without a cell phone, without a computer, without my boyfriend around to talk to, without my family and friends around to talk to when things are not always perfect. I wanna see where I change for the better, or for the worst. I don't know."