Insider odcinek 10 - 2 filmiki:
Letter From My Soul Mate
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsKnB291 ... i0Jdt6c%3D
Tarzan talks about his wife Terri and her letter that he bought at the auction.
"Well, we had an auction today for food and other items. My intent was not to spend any of the money. It was $500 that was given as a gift to participate in an auction for food and other niceties. I had realized that for the last 3 months I've been trying to be frugal and not buy new shocks for my jeep. I think the socks might be around $800. I thought it would be really wonderful if I could come home with $500, which would allay some of the expense for buying new shocks for my jeep. My total intent was to go ahead and starve and just save the money, and when I got home, take the jeep over and have the shocks put in."
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"I was watching the bidding, and thinking, how ridiculous to pay $400 for peanut butter."
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"And some of the other items, and I was thinking, boy that's really foolish, these people are spending all this money for hardly anything. And then, towards the end, I thought I'd made it, and somehow survived, and I'll just go ahead and starve. Then Jeff came up with a packet of letters you could bid on, and Alicia, one of the girls in the tribe, immediately bid $500 for a letter from a loved one. Jeff had letters from loved ones that he had acquired. There they were, in front of me, all sealed up. Alicia bid $500 for hers."
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"I realized that I lost my opportunity. It didn't occur to me that when she bid $500, that she would get the love letter, and then the bid was over. As I got to thinking about it - I have a situational depression about a couple of things in my life, and when I get to talking about it, it's depressing - anyway, I got to thinking about how I missed her, and I broke down. I don't know if he meant to or not, or if it wasn't planned, but after a few minutes, after Alicia began reading her letter, I don't know if Jeff felt sorry for the rest of us or not, but Jeff said another person could bid $500 if he wanted to. At that point, the shocks meant nothing to me, and I walked over and gave him the $500 and he gave me the letter from my wife. Which is the only person on earth I share my life with. That was a precious moment for me, and the $500 meant nothing for me, nothing at all. I'll just drive my jeep and bump along. (laughs)"
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"We've been married for 30 years, and I fondly say we shacked up for 3. We've known each other for 33 years. This December will be the 34th year."
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"We're madly still in love, we really are the definition of soulmate. We are the definition of soulmate. We're the apotheosis of that definition."
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"It is the longest period of time I've ever been away from my wife. Even when we were working 90 hours a week, she actually worked with me, went into the emergency rooms as my chief surgical assistant, ran my office. We were together day and night, and just enjoy - it's amazing how much we still enjoy our company. We hold hands watching TV, when we walk, we're always together. I never go out with the boys. She never goes out with the girls. When we go out, we go out together - that's one of the rules. We've had people say, would you like to go on this little camping blah blah? I say yeah, if my wife can come. Her, similarly. This is the first time. There's something about Survivor I wanted to do. She graciously and happily saw the excitement in my attitude, when it was possible for me to actually do this thing. It was an adventure, as far as I'm concerned. Maybe one of my last adventures, since I'm 64 years old. She really wanted it for me. She was happy to see me go, very, very happy. But as the days go by, I begin to realize how much I miss her. When I got back from the auction, I didn't read the letter until I got back. I wanted to read it in private, to the best of my ability. I didn't know what she'd said. I didn't want to reveal something she didn't want to be revealed. I didn't know how private the letter was. Out of respect for her - which is tantamount, anything that I think will disrespect her, I will not do - just to protect her, I read the letter in private. Basically, it said, it started out, 'Hi, Tweety,' and it said, 'Sweetie, I love you."
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"The rest of it basically, that she's happy I'm here, she's glad I got to do it, she loves me, and totally brightened my day. I'll probably read it 3 or 4 times today, on and off, just to rejuvenate my...I did have some fear. I didn't know how she'd be handling us apart, and I worried about it."
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"Lucky you didn't give me a thousand, I probably would have spent it. (laughs) I'm glad you only gave $500. I hope it wasn't a million, because I may have spent that, too."
Proud Of Myself
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-66FTZj ... I9eZ6JU%3D
Tarzan is proud of his performance in the immunity challenge.
"You know, as a surgeon, I should have been able to do the rope untie pretty good. In fact, when we had the earlier rope untie, to get the tarp, I'm pretty sure I was an asset to the boys when we won that one. I would have been shocked if I hadn't won the rope untie, because I always have to tie and untie knots in surgery, and I mean little, itty-bitty knots. I should have won that, I thought. I've had plenty of practice. Still, I'm proud of myself. I am 64 years old, and I'm up against people who are half my age, except for Troy, who has been practicing this stuff for the last 11 years. You can tell I was proud of myself."
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"I never mastered how to aim it well, you can tell. I think I only hit 4, and he hit 9. Troyzan hit 9. I didn't master the slingshot very well. Had we won that - I say we, there's a coalition - had we won that game today, Troyzan was absolutely right, there was 100% chance he was going home. This saved him. Now people have to decide who's going home next. The reality is of the 8, minus Troyzan, 4 are not the nucleus, and I'm not one of the ones that is in the nucleus. Me, Leif, Alicia, unbeknownst to herself, probably, and Christina, are on the outside of the 4. Tonight, basically, I'm at the mercy of how they see me and if they want to keep me a bit longer."
